GFX #8 - Eyeshield 21 Set

Pako requested an Eyeshield set so yeah. Well, requested and requested. I had to narrow the choice of characters etc down, becuase I ain't doing no K-ON! gfx. K-ON! can go suck something squishy and frilly, like a vagina. Anyways, Suzuna avatar and Hiruma x Musashi signature. Oh yeah, the render used in the signature is rendered by JURIIIIIII.

Been sick, AND GFX #7 - Flower Under Water (Nicole Fox Sig)

Yeah, being sick pretty much explains the lack of activity in this blog. Also, my story is on it's 2nd chapter, but it will be there for a while. So yeah. I will post it here when it's done. Also a Nicole Fox siggy.

I'm getting sick, aren't I?

My whole family has been sick, and I think I'm getting it myself now... boohoo ;__;

Thoughts before going to sleep.

So yeah, this day... has been pretty interesting. In good and in bad. Well, I'm starting to get the inspiration to start writing and actual story. What I had in mind was pretty much a story that breaks your heart and glues it back. Starring me, and my 2D husband, of course. What? I don't think it's pathetic at all. I just have all these ideas and a storyline and oh my god I wanna do it. But how readable is it, how professional it is and would I get any readers? I don't know, how can I make the community I'm in read a story about love between men. But if I can put my ideas on the paper, the whole story would be pretty edgy, pretty fictional and shit though, since it does deal with stuff that I'm not too fond of, so I would have to figure something out that feels at least a bit realistic. But yeah, that's what I'm thinking. I'm gonna post it in this blog, probably.

I might need a manfriend? Or at least a dakimakura?

 One simple reason. My tiny pillow isn't doing anything for me. Yes, I admit, there have been numorous times when I have actually have hugged my pillow intesively. And even something more icky. I have kissed my pillow. Many times. I guess these are radical signs that I need something bigger to cuddle, something that can maybe even respond back.

Gosh, what I wouldn't give for a Kiriwar dakimakura, or maybe even a great manfriend. But I don't need a manfriend, not yet at least, I don't feel the need to get a manfriend to satisfy my needs right now, I can do that myself. I sound kinda hypocritic, don't I? But I don't think it's right to go and get a manfriend because you are '' aching for something that responds back '' or something. I don't really believe in the '' one great love that completes you '' theory. I'm already complete, I don't need a man to complete me. That's a crock of shit.

But honestly, I would like a manfriend, but where am I gonna find one that meets my standards? Well, my motto is pretty much '' There's shouldn't be a rule how to choose your lover. '' Also, finding your lover, I believe you shouldn't be searching for love, you should wait for the love to strike, accidently. It shouldn't be synchronized, it shouldn't be planned like '' OKAY I'M GONNA GO OUT AND FIND MY TRUE LOVE, I'M GONNA DO IT. '' You gotta make love happen itself, not go out there and search for it.

I sound so fucking idiotic oh my fucking god. So, yeah, my pillow is getting kinda... plain... and a dakimakura wouldn't be bad. And a manfriend would be maybe even better. But I'm not ready for love at the moment. And yeah. That is the shit I wanted to post about. You happy?

PS. I don't like Simon. He is a nasty rapist. I just like this picture, tight clothing is sooooo hot.

GFX #6 - Elf Woman Request

Requested by Kog. Yeah, it's okay I think. Nothing groundbreaking..

Mentaiko - itai ITAI itai 3

Oh darn, what is this shit? I expected pooooorn, what I got was some... serious mumbojumbowhatevergooutwithmeeeeee! But it did have some explicit scenes near the end, but mostly failed blowjobrape or whatever. Didn't really turn me on, but oh god the explicity of the dicks, IT'S SO GREAT! I just LOOOOOOVE IT! Mentaiko rules when it comes to dicks, but damn, I think his characters are pretty plain.

I might have given a wrong impression about this. This is the third chapter of Mentaiko's itai ITAI itai, and a part of me really likes that there is actually a explicit bara manga out there. I wonder how long this will go on. I hope a lot, since this might get interesting nonetheless.

Could it be, an actual bara manga with explicit sex scenes AND a story, and the story even might be a decent one?! Omg, maybe, yes, no, maybe. Let's go with maybe!

Can't wait for more~ Oh, and no download links, find the manga yourself! No, actually, buy it. BUY IT! BUUUUUUUY IIIIIIIT!